September 10, 2011 and only today that I found out that my boyfriend was cheating on me.
I really don’t know what to feel right now. I don’t know… Eventhough I love him, but I don’t think I deserve this. It’s not right to be abused and we need to stand up! Fight for our right…
I will not stoop so low as to keep on with a relationship that no longer has any trust. I will not move forward and give chance to someone you’ve already given to so many times already..
“wala na atang cure ang kalibugan nya”… although he never had any physical contact with any of the person involved, but he already tainted what’s really important in any relationship… trust!
I’m sailing on… moving forward.. I don’t deserve this and I won’t give in to the abuse…
I was walking at the mall with a friend last Sunday… as we are chattin away… I wrapped my left arms round her shoulders and told her that I’d rather watch a movie and shop…
Worst
I looked at her and she was not even my friend… and she was looking at me pretty scared.. I withdraw my arms and looked back, and there was my friend laughing at me like shit…
EPIC FAIL!!!
I just don’t get it. I love shoes, and I do love clothing but my boyfriend and I had an argument just because of a pair of shoes.
He was like “I’m still bummed about that shoes, there is a sale here near the mall”. He was thinking about it over for 2 days now wether to buy that damn shoes or not. Shoes that are not even worth over a thousand bucks. I was like “Go buy the shoes if you wish, as if you’re gonna die if you don’t buy it”…
Then there’s where the pissing off came in. He dropped the phone on me and I was like freakin’ bitched out. So he hang up on me just because of a lame cheap shoes… Now I’m pissed off as well.
Mom: There is something bothering me when you go out and date with guys..
Khim: Huh? Like what? we just go out to dinner and then have coffee afterwards..
Mom: you know, young people nowadays… I just want to make sure that whatever you do afterwards, make sure your protected.
Khim: Mom, don’t worry. I have stash load of condoms and I use them on a regular basis (just to diss my mom)
Mom: and the closet full of porn vids and mags?
Khim: I forgot, I have to buy something outside. Uhm, catch you later (safe exit)
I really hate it when my Mom gives me lectures on this stuffs. It’s so fuckin awkward.
this was supposed to be a GIF image and I don’t have a fuckin’ clue on how to make this effin image move… BUT STILL.. GO DANCE REMINGTON!!!
Why do I always end up getting hurt. The worst thing is that there are secrets that still awaits to be unfold.
There is this guy that I’m going out with, well, let’s say that I already said yes and we are already in a relationship status. There seems to be some secrets that I will soon find out.
I am aware that he has this crush with this guy at his work but I never imagined that he will take picture of the guy shirtless. Guess what, they have pictures together which makes it feel more terrible.
I was using his laptop because I need to check something up. The worst thing is that he wouldn’t even give me the password and or even type in so I can get access the the user profile. Wait, well, he instead directed me to open another user profile which is not password protected, HIS SISTER’s.
Although I know his sister but is it much better to invade his privacy than his sister’s.
I don’t know why he is so afraid of me with his profile information, even in facebook, he wouldn’t even give me access to it. Well, I know FB accounts shouldn’t be opened by someone else and I understand that but the only reason why I asked is because there are already these issues coming about that challenges my trust and instead of helping me, he’s giving more reason to doubt him.
I am pissed off and very upset and frankly, I’m already considering getting out of the relationship because there are lots more of things that he seems to be hiding.
